Oct 5, 2018

Today is Fri- yay!  It’s been a long week. Busy everyday. Even this past Wednesday. 

Tevin had two pints of blood transfusion. His energy was low prior and protein was found in his urine. Tevin skipped his infusion this week to recover.  He has been eating pretty well the past couple of days. 

It’s getting colder.  A call for sweater weather.  I really like this fall weather . I’m not sweating, although an extra layer of clothing but it’s just right.  

Tevin is turning 37 on October 25th.  I hope we can celebrate more birthdays with him together.  

I learned so much about unconditional love this past year.  I actually learn to be even more patient, can you believe that? Me more patient?  Yes.  I’ve found a way to be even more patient.  I understand and emphasize with Tevin and where he is coming from.  Every little thing becomes an agitation.  Especially when you’re in bed and cooped up in the house all day.  That is how a person can become impatient and  depressed.   

But Tevin lately has been doing meditation.  I can see the changes.  I’ve been doing what he’s doing at night. I actually fall asleep easily. Thank goodness. I mean there are sleepless and restless nights. I try to clear my mind before bed. But boy is that hard.