It’s been two months since you’ve been gone.  I can’t fathom how to continue life without you.  Just like the song by Westlife, You’re gone but not forgotten. You were there for a third of my life. All the road trips, food adventures, and unforgettable moments that will forever remain with me.  You have taught to “Love Beyond Eww.”

What is “Love Beyond Eww?”   Tevin has taught his two nephews about finding a wife that would be there through all the tough times, he points to me and said that they should find a wife that is like Rosey.  Towards the last two months were really hard for Tevin, especially when his bowels for misfiring causing him to be in the bathroom for almost an hour at a time with intervals of an hour break.  Tevin at this time was exhausted, he had stopped chemo.  The liver enzymes were too high, therefore he decided to not continue chemo.  I was a hot mess, I cried, of course, this only meant I have only precious time with Tevin.  Just weeks, not months.  Life can be so cruel….