Category: love

  • Shock

    Shock

    12/6/18 Today is one of the hardest day.  Tevin is miserable, his health and physical condition has worsen even further.  He almost went into shock .  And he asked if I can take tomorrow off to possibly take him into the ER. We cried really hard together.  And I think this brought him into shock…

  • Growth

    Growth

    Wednesday 11/28/18 Wednesday.  We arrived for Tevins infusion.  He had the port accessed, blood drawn and vitals taken.  Like he usually does every Wednesday. Tevin has lost weight.  He is now only 114lbs for his 5’11” frame.   Tevin has been struggling with his bowels, going to the restroom several times a day.  This really…

  • It’s Getting Colder

    It’s Getting Colder

    Oct 5, 2018 Today is Fri- yay!  It’s been a long week. Busy everyday. Even this past Wednesday.  Tevin had two pints of blood transfusion. His energy was low prior and protein was found in his urine. Tevin skipped his infusion this week to recover.  He has been eating pretty well the past couple of…

  • 3 – 4 am

    3 – 4 am

    July 23, 2018 After coming back from Cancun – Tevin and I went to the ER around 5 am.  We were the first one admitted. Tevin had severe pain on the lower right groin and lower left back.  I waited until Tevin was admitted into the room.  I left for work.  He stayed there for…

  • Feeling alone

    Feeling alone

    It’s Monday night and how alone I feel.  It has gotten colder, sprinkles of snow throughout the afternoon while I work positively throughout the day.  My patients and colleagues keep me company.  I have to say I enjoy working and seeing patients.  They are a great reminder of why I do what I do.  This…